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by **JT Carrey** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 7:28 am

this has nothing to do with his comedy, or him being funny, I'm just mad at the way he treated me, but like I said, I make every positive moment a negative moment, I've had alot of crap going on these past three years and everything pisses me off, including Jim. I always said my favorite movie of his is Eternal Sunshine because I love his quiet, shy, darkish side, and he plays himself in this movie I think, and I love that movie because of that. I don't really hate Jim, and sorry I said he was showing off his money, I was just upset cuz I have to struggle to even have 1-2 meals a day, so yea, maybe I'm just jealous, not cuz of the money but cuz he can eat freely and I can't. Anyway, yea, maybe I'm just jealous of his success and want to insult him like he hurt me. <div style="text-align:center">~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~  J.T. Carrey =0)   "It's better to go after something special and risk starving to death than to surrender, if you give up your dreams, what's left?"  - James Eugene Carrey</div> <a href="http://www.geocities.com/jt_carrey"><div style="text-align:center">~*~My Website~*~</div></a><a href="http://www.geocities.com/jimcarreyfanjt"><div style="text-align:center">~*~Jim Carrey Extreme~*~</div></a> <div style="text-align:center"><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/biker.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/figleaf.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/luke.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/bill.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/vera.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/ace.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/mask.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/lloyd.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/riddler.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/chip.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/fletcher.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/truman.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/andy.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/tony.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/charlie.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/hank.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/grinch.gif"/></div>

by **JT Carrey** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 7:32 am

ok so I said I'm jealous of him. I'm also mad cuz he's always going out with these women who break his heart, stupid women!!!!!! Maybe I'm just so deeply "in love" with him that I hate him. I'm so sick of seeing him suffer and I'm sick of him being lonely and sad. Maybe he has a posse of women that keep him happy, but it wouldn't make him happy in the end. Maybe he doesn't even want to get married, maybe he just wants to be alone. I dunno, I'll probably never know. I don't hate him, I just hate myself. <div style="text-align:center">~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~  J.T. Carrey =0)   "It's better to go after something special and risk starving to death than to surrender, if you give up your dreams, what's left?"  - James Eugene Carrey</div> <a href="http://www.geocities.com/jt_carrey"><div style="text-align:center">~*~My Website~*~</div></a><a href="http://www.geocities.com/jimcarreyfanjt"><div style="text-align:center">~*~Jim Carrey Extreme~*~</div></a> <div style="text-align:center"><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/biker.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/figleaf.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/luke.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/bill.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/vera.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/ace.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/mask.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/lloyd.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/riddler.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/chip.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/fletcher.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/truman.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/andy.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/tony.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/charlie.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/hank.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/grinch.gif"/></div>

by **mrsjec17** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 7:51 am

Well said Belbee! I totally agree with you. I was holding back saying anything too because I was afraid that someone was going to jump all over me but I am going to say it anyway because this is getting crazy. Now people are saying Jim is on drugs! And that they don't want to be fans anymore! <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/eek.gif ALT=":eek"> I think we all need to just calm down for a minute here. First of all, NO ONE KNOWS Jim BUT Jim! That is the important thing to remember. I for one know that no one perfect including Jim, and he is the first one to admit that he is not. He has made mistakes and yes maybe he has even tried pot in the past, most people in Hollywood probably have. That doesn't mean that he still does it. I think Jim has two personalities, an on camera personality and an off camera personality. Now I have never met him but from what I have seen and heard from other celebrities who have worked with him, Jim seems to just go nuts when he knows there is a camera on him. That's what most comedians do. Many have said that off camera he is a quiet and reserved guy. I believe this too be true. He is always crazier in interviews, I think it's kind of an expectation for him because people like him that way. He is always the one you look for to spice up a boring Oscar show. But I have never thought of that as the real Jim. I have read all his biographies and I know that beneath the funny there is a very deep, complex, and intelligent man. I am not sure what exactly happened to you JT. I am not even that aware of your relationship with Jim. You've just met him a couple of times right? He probably just doesn't know you real well and maybe he's just not sure why you keep popping up everywhere he is. This is just a guess. He might even just be really into his Count Olaf role right now. Everyone remembers how wrapped up he got into Andy Kaufman. Maybe he's just getting a little too into his role again. Or maybe he is just going through a hard time personally that no one understands except him and maybe the people he is close to like his family. If he is than it is really none of our business. I care about him just as much as the rest of you but I think that if he is going through a hard time than that is something that he needs to worry about, not us. I am not really understanding what is going on here right now. I guess because I am not seeing what you guys are seeing. I don't think Jim is acting any different than usual at least on TV anyway. I thought his appearance on Conan was fine. It was nice not to see him pushing a movie role for once. He is even presenting at the Oscars which if I was him I wouldn't be doing because they are just using him for comic relief. Now as for how he is acting off screen I can't talk about because I don't know. I believe JT about her bad experiences but there could have been a million reasons behind it. It doesn't mean that everyone has to stop being his fans. Some of us are a little to wrapped up in him myself included but you can carry on with your life without pushing him out completely. Believe me because I have done it. I used to be this girl who really believed that I was going to marry him someday. People thought I was crazy but I didn't care. Then one day something happened. I grew up. I realized that he is a celebrity and that I am just a regular girl who lives on the opposite side of the country who is 20 years younger than him. I don't have a snowballs chance in hell of ever being with him. I'd be lucky if I ever even got to meet him. I just want to see him happy with someone who can make him happy and the only thing that bothered me about the Playboy article is when he said that he doesn't know if relationships work anymore. I was relieved however that he said he was going with people who were bad matches for him because I have always thought that. Both Lauren and Renee seemed bothered with his humor and his complexity. He needs someone who will understand that and be supportive of him. If people like Robin Williams and Adam Sandler can do it than so can Jim. He seems much more in control than they do. Jim is a guy who knows what he believes in. The Playboy article proves that. I give him credit for putting himself out there and not caring what people think. I always have loved that about him. He seems well disciplined and motivated and another thing that I got out of the interview was that he seems to really care about people. I didn't think he was being too politcal. He didn't bash Bush or anything like that. He just said that he hopes his heart is in the right place. I hope that too. I pray all the time for the situation in this country right now. That is the real problem that we should be worrying about here. Jim will be alright. I think everyone is looking at this much too deeply. And to those of you who want to rip down your posters and stop being a fan go right ahead. Jim means much more to me than that. Sorry for the long post but I had to vent. What has been going on here lately has been bothering me. Why are we all being so judgemental on a person we don't really know? Give the guy a break. Like Belbee said, he's not God. God is watching over all of us including Jim. <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/smile.gif ALT=":)"> Melanie Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub76.ezboard.com/bjcomessageboard.showUserPublicProfile?gid=mrsjec17>mrsjec17</A> at: 2/18/04 7:55 am

by **Belbee** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 7:59 am

What I said up above Jt, isn't all directed at you, please understand that. It was a general statement to a lot of people here. I know you dind't mention anything about his comedy, I think someone else did. Also I know you started by wondering about your own personal situation, but I think others have taken it way beyond that. I just think a little prospective is needed all round here. There's a lot of people here (and again JT, seriously this isn't directed towards just you) who look at Jim as some kind of soul mate. He's not! To have a soul mate, you need to know the person. Really know them. Jim even said in an Oprah interview once that he understand that people love him, but he also feels it's a surface thing as noone truly knows him. We can't know him from his interviews, not fully. We can get a great idea of his personality of course, but to really know someone we have to live with them, day in and day out. Do I love Jim? Yeah I do, but is he my soul mate, is he destined to be with me? No, he can't be, I don't know him. Bakc to your personal situation with Jim, JT. I'll admit, I really can't comment on it, I wasn't there. I can only suggest to you what I think I'd want to do if the situation happened to me. I can only imagine that. That's why I think just taking a "Jim-break" would probably be good for you, help you clear your head of the negativity you felt that he gave you. As for his choice in women. Even he's admitted he's made mistakes! lol! I know a lot of 40 year old men who can say exactly the same thing tho, he's not alone there. I like to believe that there's that one person out there in this world that is meant to be with us. Whether Jim finds the girl for him or not, time will tell. Maybe he just needs to look in Australia for her... lmao! <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/wink.gif ALT=";)">

by **CARREYHOLICKARIN** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 2:13 pm

LISTEN TO ME! I KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT: Of course all this fan stuff ISN'T worth it! I mean, Jim Carrey is only a human being exactly like us, so why should we treat him anything different?! Why should he treat us anything different?! JT Carrey, it really doesn't matter whatever he told you. I am also a huge fan of Jim Carrey, but I don't think about him 24/7 (like in the Truman Show lol)! That's why I hardly appear in this message board- I have much better things to do with my life!!! On TV he usually looks happy and all that, but if he wouldn't be, no one would be interested in him or his films. And this includes anyone in showbiz. Even if I saw him happy on an interview, I always knew that the inside of Jim could be different... who knows? ...he might be mean in real life (just like you said) or maybe he is not always a friendly person... but who cares?!?!?! Again, he is only a living thing just like anyone of us!!!!! Also, he divorced twice and then rejected ...maybe this is because he not is actually very nice like you thought he was... there must have been a reason for his marriage mess! Well, I hope you reply to me about what you think. Bye, from CARREYHOLICKARIN.

by **cableclair** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 2:17 pm

Hey Juls, Way to go with the last two posts. Very honest. Very brave. Very true. I think what you wrote down there, that's just the case. And it's good that you see that. Now a big phat hug from me right here. I know things haven't been easy for you the last couple of years. And I'm rooting them to be better. I've not started to dislike Jim. To me he hasn't lost his majic. He's battling himself, just as usual. In different ways than in the past, there will always be new challenges. Fixed one problem, another one will rise. Cause that's what life is about. Learning, sometimes by falling flat on your face. What it all boils down to, Jim is just a comedian. And comedians are a very strange breed. I should know. I'm in that world. I open mike every wednesday I can. ALL of them have something going on. ALL. Weither it's a suckky childhood, or a too protected childhood, or lot's of crap going on currently in their life. Some of the kindest comedians I know destroy their bodies with cocaine, heroine, alcohol. Or they have a crazy sexlife. Or a combination of all. And you stand there emptyhanded. There is nothing you can do. You can't tell them to quit. I know already some of them won't make it till 40. And I care about them a lot. It breaks my heart just thinking about it. And at the same time they're sweet and funny and smart and shy. They're lost souls stuck in society. Cause they don't understand the world and the world does not understand them. They do comedy because it's the only place they fit. There's a guy is rejected by anyone you can imagine, had to live on the streets for a while, always got in fights, his girlfriend of 8 years turned out to be gay and left him for a girl and he was totally heartbroken and started drinking. And drugs. Almost overdosed a couple of times. Bloody noses every now and then, totally spaced out at times. He's a great comedian. Smart guy. talented artist. Shy. When he falls in love he falls in love bad. Another one who turns out to hit his wife in the hospital every now and then. This shocked me. I have lost all my respect for him. No matter how good a comic he is. Another one is an alcoholic. Then there's one on coke. And someone who doesn't perfom for 3 months in a row because he's too depressed. Wouldn't suprise me if he'd commit suicide one day. He's the most brilliant comedian there is. Then there is me. The only girl up there. Every week. My act is far from brilliant yet but still I can't let go. I find myself trying to find the key to funnyness. Week after week after week. I try to get an acting carreer going. I don't know where to get the money from to eat in a bit. But I am relieved I manage to stay away from the drugs and alcohol and I'm happy Jim has always tried to do that too. But what happens then is you don't escape. So you deal with all the crap in your life. So you become damn pissed off. And scared. And hurt. And insecure cause life is touching you in a place where you are most vulnerable. But at the same time... I've never seen more loving people combined. Openminded. Vulnerable. Once you got so many years in that world in your pocket it's no suprise you become eccentric. But I DO see Jims extreme loving side too. And his huge amount of insecurity that is STILL there, and his craving. And I DO see your selfhate Juliette and I wish I could fix that. I love you. You should love yourself more. Cause you're worth every bit of love. I might not know Jim personally, but I know what the entertainment biz adds to peoples life, the sacrifices. It's crazy, but fascinating. And it molds people. It scars people. Once you're in there's no way out. And it's not a bad thing. Entertainment is important for us all. It enritches our life and will make us see things in a different light. Life is a struggle for people. No matter who or where, we all deal with things. Small to some, big to others. It's a universal thing. We all should love ourselfs a bit more and everyone can use a bit of love from other people. There is so much misunderstanding in the world. Nobody can LOSE it's sense of humor. It gets snowed under by negative thoughts, but it will never leave. All of a sudden it will poke out again. Usually a bit after you hit rock bottom. yea..rantrant. Do I make any sense? Oh and Belbee...your bad... Jim IS my Soulmate. I ordered him straight from the menu. With a sidedish of Karma, please. <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/wink.gif ALT=";)"> . Lighten up ya all. :-D. cableclair <a href="http://www.soiledmypants.com">www.soiledmypants.com</a><-- my site Failure isn't failure unless you give up...

by **JT Carrey** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 3:57 pm

yea so um maybe I exaggerated his hatred toward me, maybe I WANT him to hate me, so I can get over him. He's always more than nice to me, and yea, the things he said were kinda jokingly, I just wanted to make them mean, so yea, sorry guys, Jim's not as mean as I made him out to be. He's actually a very sweet person. I was just feeling down so I wanted to bash him for a while. It's my depression that I've had since I was little, at least I'm not suicidal anymore. um so yea, sorry I bashed him so much, of course I still love the guy, he's just so f***ing irresistable it makes me sick and I want to just jump off a building and forget it all. Whenever I met Jim, he always approached me first, so I got scared and tried to make it a negative situation, now when I think of it, I think I was only thinking of myself, I hardly said anything to him and I always sounded pitiful in what I said to him like "yea, I want to be an actress but it's almost impossible" so yea, it's all me, it's not him. I tend to hate people I love because I love them so much I can't stand them. does that make sense? whenever I see him I can't stop smiling, once he talks to me, it's like kill me now, I don't want to even look at him. yes, I liked the Playboy interview, it's one of my favorites, Conan was very funny BUT I wish it was longer, and also I think I like him more quiet and shy then always "on". Why should he constantly be funny for people? Anyway, so yea, sorry my posts were all exagerated basically and I still love the man, however, I do wish he wasn't bitter, cuz I still think he is. I just want Jim to be Jim without being angry, altho I can understand his anger, as I am angry every damn day of my life <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/roll.gif ALT=":rollin"> <div style="text-align:center">~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~  J.T. Carrey =0)   "It's better to go after something special and risk starving to death than to surrender, if you give up your dreams, what's left?"  - James Eugene Carrey</div> <a href="http://www.geocities.com/jt_carrey"><div style="text-align:center">~*~My Website~*~</div></a><a href="http://www.geocities.com/jimcarreyfanjt"><div style="text-align:center">~*~Jim Carrey Extreme~*~</div></a> <div style="text-align:center"><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/biker.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/figleaf.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/luke.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/bill.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/vera.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/ace.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/mask.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/lloyd.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/riddler.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/chip.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/fletcher.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/truman.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/andy.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/tony.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/charlie.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/hank.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/grinch.gif"/></div>

by **cableclair** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 4:07 pm

*little aplause break*. I really appreciate your honesty Juls. It was obviously your depression talking. Stop putting yourself down okies? Don't project hate on yourself especially when it isn't therreeeee. Everybody get's pityful every once in a while, it's only human, very comfy. But not the best place to be in. DRAMAQUEEN YOU!!!! :-P. Still Love Ya Though. You're a good actress. :-P. ------------------------------------------------------- Tune in next week when we'll all picture our own funeral!!! Get those speeches ready!!! And Who Would Cry For You! Make your top ten list now! --------------------------------------------------------- *hugggg* come on let's move on haha. *tag!!!* you're it! *runs*. Catch me if you can! <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/roll.gif ALT=":rollin"> cableclair <a href="http://www.soiledmypants.com">www.soiledmypants.com</a><-- my site Failure isn't failure unless you give up...Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub76.ezboard.com/bjcomessageboard.showUserPublicProfile?gid=cableclair>cableclair</A> <IMG HEIGHT=10 WIDTH=10 SRC="http://www.danecook.com/board/images/avatars/3ec24ce73e7b3fbb1aecc.jpg" BORDER=0> at: 2/18/04 4:17 pm

by **JIMCaRrEy** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 6:52 pm

uhm I think you just want too much JT, on the one hand you want to become an actress and on the other hand you want to be together with Jim lol. I mean that's not a dream, that's an uber-dream.It's like I want to be a famous actor and also beeing together with Nicole Kidman, WAKE UP! It's not possible. You should not care about what Jim says or does to you, he is so concentrated on his jobs and his behavior in public that he can't look on every 3rd person like you. You cant judge about a persons mind till you have actually talked to him/her yourself! Even if you see his/her eyes you can't say what he/she actually thinks of in his heart. You should concentrate now on your actress career and look at boys of your age and dont let your heart being broken by big dreams! <a href="http://www.aceventura3.tk"><img src="http://www.stromnet.de/saveace/banners/saveace2_2.jpg" style="border:0;"/></a> Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub76.ezboard.com/bjcomessageboard.showUserPublicProfile?gid=jimcarrey@jcomessageboard>JIMCaRrEy</A> <IMG HEIGHT=10 WIDTH=10 SRC="http://www.stromnet.de/signature/ace60x60_black_byJIMCaRrEy.gif" BORDER=0> at: 2/18/04 7:00 pm

by **JT Carrey** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 7:37 pm

boys my age are jerks, immature and boring as heck. Plus I haven't dated in almost 4 years so what would it hurt me to wait another 4 years, and trust me, all things are possible, NOTHING is impossible. <div style="text-align:center">~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~  J.T. Carrey =0)   "It's better to go after something special and risk starving to death than to surrender, if you give up your dreams, what's left?"  - James Eugene Carrey</div> <a href="http://www.geocities.com/jt_carrey"><div style="text-align:center">~*~My Website~*~</div></a><a href="http://www.geocities.com/jimcarreyfanjt"><div style="text-align:center">~*~Jim Carrey Extreme~*~</div></a> <div style="text-align:center"><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/biker.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/figleaf.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/luke.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/bill.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/vera.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/ace.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/mask.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/lloyd.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/riddler.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/chip.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/fletcher.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/truman.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/andy.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/tony.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/charlie.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/hank.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/grinch.gif"/></div>

by **jadams1adelphianet** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 7:49 pm

you know something people this is TOTALLY ALL RIDICULIOUS IF YOU ASK ME i m sorry to say this but jt how do you reallly know if Jim really hates you Jim is really a nice person And it seems to me that you are jealous of Jim because of his own fame and NOT YOURS im no psychatric or anything but thats the way i see this whole thing. you are jealous.im sorry to say that jt but i think you should just stop this nonsense and get on with your own life and leave Jim out. sorry if this hurts you but i had to say this after all of the things i read.

by **carreypunkrawker** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 8:43 pm

hey Jadams something something something. . . you just repeated something that JT already said. Yes she is jealous of Jim. anyways, I figured out that Jim wasn't my soulmate a couple of years ago. He's not for me. I'm getting on with my life and for awhile I wasn't posting because I didn't feel anything of my brain or thoughts was postable. but i've kind of moved on with my life but I'm not going to live without Jim. it's a loss. I hate his bitterness too. I think he can do better but I hate judging people. I feel bad when I turn around and judge. I think that's a new personality I have, and I need to get rid of her, but I get pissed and I judge. so there. . . There's a thin line between love and hate and I think JT has kind of crossed it and gone back and then crossed it again. I admire the honesty, but I've done the same thing. I've had boys in my life where I fell in love and I fell so hard that I kept crossing the line to where I loved them so much, that I hated them, and then loved them even more to where I hated them and myself. I've almost killed myself over two guys, and I swear that I will never do that with Jim. He's not worth killing myself over. He's not worth hating, or loving, or falling in love with I mean. I love him unconditionally but I'm with JT here. So what if she overexaggerated. I do that too. But that's what the hurt and depressed tend to do. I keep my posters up to remind me that Jim is under God's roof and when things are bad I just pray for him. That's the most and least I can do for the guy (depending on the day and my anger). I pray so hard for him but yeah, I don't talk about him that much or anything. I have punk pins all over my book bag of pictures of Jim and of cool bands that I like. That's as far as I get about talking about Jim every single second of my life. I show that I support him, but his bitterness is driving me crazy. . . things are wierd but if everything was normal, we wouldn't be posting here. i think that's all i'm gonna say for now. I'm hungry and I am going to try and study. pray so that I can get a good grade on this test tomorrow. it's algebra! yuck! Peggy

by **JimCarreysGal** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 9:38 pm

WOW i REALLY didnt see this coming! Anyways ONE, i was with Jul when she saw him and he said, "Are you stalking me" the only reason why he said that was because Jul asked Jim if he remembered her from being on the set of Bruce Almighty and he said oh yea i do remember you! and then he said JOKINGLY are you stalking me? and yea im the one that asked for an autograph and we all know that he doesnt like signing autographs, but i think he made an exception for me because i told him i was from austin texas and i was leaving the next day and i wanted to see him so badly. when we were leaving jul asked for an autograph and he said i dont like doing that kind of thing, but he said he WOULD read her letter that she gave him. I THINK (THIS IS MY OPINION) maybe he read her letter and it might have freaked him, and the next time he saw JUL, he was thinking to himself, "shes the one that wrote me that note that freaked me out" AND yes when i met him i asked for an autograph but then he said sure but no pictures cuz paparizzi was taking pics of him earlier that day. I can understand that cuz if the paparizzi was still there he could have taken a pic of me and jul taking a pic with Jim and the next day Jim would have been in a magazine and it would say, jims dating a 15 or something. AGAIN i dont understand why that lady went inside the house to take a pic of us then sit back down like she didnt do anything. BUT WHAT I DO KNOW is when we noticed Jim he waved to us in the way of saying come here, and all he did was smile and WINK at us the whole time. AND THAT WAS the first time Jul acually talked to him, shes seen him a thousand times before but that time with me was her first time talk to him ever. then when she went to the ESOTSM screening, she went up to Jim and he yelled I KNOW YOU! from what jul told me, he wasnt at all mean to her. so i dont know why he would be rude to you jul, but i do know i am calling you tonight! I think Jim's just mad cuz of his love life being DOA! Or maybe hes pissed that he had to cut his hair I DONT KNOW! but what i do know, is that when we saw him on the beach, he was not rude, he told me Dont forget you sandals! lol cuz i was walking off already and i left them by Jim. Melissa

by **JT Carrey** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 9:54 pm

lol yea, I already said I was jealous, I'm jealous of anyone who has money and who's successful because I've never had those luxories, I don't have the luxury of having anything I want or the luxury of a large family, or the luxury of love. I don't always have food on my table, I wear the same clothes I wore 2-3 years ago, I never go to the dentist cuz I can't afford it. Sure I have some things like the internet and a roof over my head but it doesn't fulfill the hole in my heart. So yea, maybe that's why I'm upset, crazy and depressed, I feel empty. I pray all the time and things just seem to get worse. For instance, I prayed that my family would have money, so my grandma died and left us $5000, but is that worth it?? NO, plus it's all gone now anyway cuz of all the bills my mom had to pay. I prayed for independance at one point and my mom had two aneurysms so I was forced to live dependant upon myself, no car, no money, no job at the time cuz I had to quit. I just feel like I'll never break away from this curse and when Jim joked about having all that money on Conan (I KNOW HE WAS KIDDING) it just hurt me, not cuz he has money and all that, cuz I could care less about his money, but because he has the ability to go somewhere, order food and not embarrass himself saying he can't afford a $5 meal. I love Jim, I care about him, and I always hope the best for him. I'm just sick of seeing my mom work hard and have to struggle then on top of it have to have emergency brain surgery which could have killed her. If you don't understand the affects of depression then don't get mad at me about it, cuz you won't understand how I feel. <div style="text-align:center">~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~  J.T. Carrey =0)   "It's better to go after something special and risk starving to death than to surrender, if you give up your dreams, what's left?"  - James Eugene Carrey</div> <a href="http://www.geocities.com/jt_carrey"><div style="text-align:center">~*~My Website~*~</div></a><a href="http://www.geocities.com/jimcarreyfanjt"><div style="text-align:center">~*~Jim Carrey Extreme~*~</div></a> <div style="text-align:center"><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/biker.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/figleaf.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/luke.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/bill.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/vera.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/ace.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/mask.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/lloyd.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/riddler.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/chip.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/fletcher.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/truman.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/andy.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/tony.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/charlie.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/hank.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/grinch.gif"/></div>

by **JT Carrey** » Wed Feb 18, 2004 10:06 pm

well, no, he wasn't rude, he was just kidding with us about the "stalking", I just tend to get depressed and like to make things bigger than they are. <div style="text-align:center">~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~  J.T. Carrey =0)   "It's better to go after something special and risk starving to death than to surrender, if you give up your dreams, what's left?"  - James Eugene Carrey</div> <a href="http://www.geocities.com/jt_carrey"><div style="text-align:center">~*~My Website~*~</div></a><a href="http://www.geocities.com/jimcarreyfanjt"><div style="text-align:center">~*~Jim Carrey Extreme~*~</div></a> <div style="text-align:center"><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/biker.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/figleaf.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/luke.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/bill.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/vera.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/ace.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/mask.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/lloyd.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/riddler.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/chip.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/fletcher.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/truman.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/andy.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/tony.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/charlie.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/hank.gif"/><img src="http://www.jimcarreyonline.com/board/graphics/grinch.gif"/></div>

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