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by **psychicmuse** » Mon Mar 29, 2004 10:33 am

But I would swear I made a post telling people I was new here. I came here in refuge from my other non Jim Carrey sites to find solace and like minds. Everyone I know on my other boards is tired of listening to me go on about Jim Carrey, so I thought I'd come here. I have a very special reason for liking some of Jim's films, stuff I would never, ever tell him, because its too weird. But I would tell you guys. I wrote a book about how my spiritual life became hopelessly intertwined with films and about how a spiritual voice said to me (during one of those "touched by an angel moments, when you actually really believe your guardian angel is desperately trying to talk to you) that I was messing up my life so badly at that moment, but that later on, I'd find healing in films that would "Use the energy" of what happened to me. I never told anyone about my frightening psychic experience until 15 years later. I was too afraid of them thinking I'd need psychiatric help. Which I probably did, but I don't think you should go to a psychiatrist, when you think you've had psychic visions. If there is a shrink who specializes in spiritual visions and how frightening they can be, I've yet to find one. Most shrinks just pop a pill in your mouth now-a-days. I wanted to write a book about these experiences, but I'm too afraid of the judgement that would come from other people. At the very end stages of my healing, there's been a Jim Carrey film, that I knew would come out.. (I saw some of the films in my original vision and some later) and they all touched up on the particular weird aspects of my having to heal and open up again. One of them was "Truman Show" the other one was "The Majestic" , "Bruce Almighty" and last but not least, the one I have yet to see was "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind". For years, I wished someone could just erase my mind, so that I didn't have to think of that bad experience that I had, because I didn't want to believe that it happened to me. So that I could just go back to being a "normal" person and forget it all. For years, I cowered in fear of myself and what I saw and what I didn't listen to, wondering what would happen to me if I told someone. Then, in a strangely validating progression. I saw parts of my life come out on screen, in films, just like the original vision told me in 1982. The same films, with the same titles too. Its amazing to me how Jim, without even knowing anyone who'd been through these experiences, could get the emotions so right. The scene in Bruce Almighty, where he is so ungodly freaked out and he goes to the Diner, is the one that I identify with the most. Although I never did have any mysterious powers (except the power apparently to be a muse all of a sudden - which according to rosicrucian mysticism, we are ALL muses) I could idenfity with the strange idea that suddenly, you realize you personally are affecting the universe and things that happen in it. And its made me fall in love with him, in a way. Not a real love, like when you know someone. This strange.. "could only exist in a film" type love, where every weird experience is allowed to happen, allowed to be seen, because its all "fiction". You know what I mean. I think so many people identify with so much about Jim's life. I read this blog from another fan's site, and just to show you how much we are all connected, I think I remember Jim talking about that encounter one day, on a talk show. Its possible that Jim realizes how big a swath of effect his work cuts through the day to day living of us all, but when you know he knows.. That must be a wonderful feeling. I heard he is a really nice guy too. Frankly, I Just want to get down his pants, but that's another story altogether!!! LOL... I had a wonderful dream about him the other night and then I came here and read someone's personal encounter with him, and it was almost exactly like my dream, the way he reacted and acted towards this person. Its so strange too, the way you just seem to know how someone's going to be, from seeing them on TV so much, its like you can almost know them. But knowing someone encompasses so much more than that, they have to know and be aware of you. And for some of us, just the fantasy is enough. Its more than enough, sometimes, its TOO MUCH!!! Which is why I'm here, I feel that I need to be among others, who really appreciate his work and see it for what it really is, a path of healing. Humor is so healing, and Jim is a magical healer in that aspect. I would swear I posted this yesterday. I came downstairs all excited waiting to see other JC fans come in and say hello, wanting to find out how many other women out there have that crazy insane lust for him too. Sigh, sometimes, you just don't wanna be an army of one anymore. Like I said in my original post, when you are with a bunch of other women, who like a celebrity, you are a fan group, but when you are alone.. you are just a stalker foo!! <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/happy.gif ALT=":D"> take care, love, muse Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub76.ezboard.com/bjcomessageboard.showUserPublicProfile?gid=psychicmuse>psychicmuse</A> at: 4/2/04 5:28 pm

by **psychicmuse** » Mon Mar 29, 2004 12:36 pm

Here's something I penned out in ten seconds. I write these all the time. They are my signature poems, and they are usually very dirty, very lewd, or they don't rhyme at least ONE line out of the poem and I make it very long and it usually is just one of those tourette's type things that you keep in but just have to say, but don't feel like rhyming. Like that last run on sentence, usually there is one in every poem I write. The one thing I like about Jim is that he stands as a perfect example of how to let your real inner creativity show and not to map it out, just let it all hang out. I have written Odes to every person I've ever admired, including friends. Without further ado, here is my Ode to Jim. I could have made it much better, but how much can you do in ten seconds? My Shameless Ode to Jim Carrey What a powerful man I often see In films with such intensity, But what soul underneath, do I think I see? One with a quiet, beautiful dignity. His range as an actor is so immense, His comedy often very intense, What does it take to get down his pants? I wish I knew a few of Renee Z.'s mutual friends. He's been in more films, than I can count any time soon. He's been robbed of an Oscar For "Man on the Moon" He can play a love interest And a total fricken goon. That look in his eyes can sure make a girl swoon. Jim Carrey's one sexy ass beast, That's for sure Continued performances, I know there'll be more. When he was a comedian, Did he ever go on tour? If I ever meet him, I'll be sure to say I loved everything you did that came my way. If you get bored, could you just come over my house and sit on my porch a while and we can talk and drink green tea or something, and then I can have someone else who's just as weird and silly as I am to relate to for about ten minutes, because everyone I know shuns me because they think I'm too weird, but they are right I really am. And that's all I have to say today. I hope I get to meet him, That would be great. There were other stars I admired, Long past, now its too late. Jim, just remember, Although you don't know me, I'd appreciate what you do, even if you said "Heywood Jablowme?" If someone doesn't like you They are probably cranks What's not to love about a guy who signs his autographs, Many spanks? When I see what you do, I know that its true, It must be an incredible feeling To fly like you do. Oh, for just one day to be just like you. One last question, before I go I've a burning question, I simply must know. About that one fly girl, Maybe she was one that you knew... Did Jennifer Lopez have a big booty In Living Color Days too?

by **psychicmuse** » Fri Apr 02, 2004 4:31 pm

I just wanted to say that yesterday someone reminded me of Jim's Vanilla Ice parody from In Living Color days and I have been laughing every time it comes to mind. The problem is, I can remember that it was funny, I can remember what he did, but I can't spell it. He did this thing that just sounded like "pblblblblblblblblblboo" I told you I couldn't spell it. But I can hear and see him doing it and its just so goddamned funny. God Bless that man, humor cures all.

Website · by **cotton** » Fri Apr 02, 2004 6:43 pm

I got this from my ILC book. Enjoy!<img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/happy.gif ALT=":D"> <img src="http://www.81x.com/Authors/jkllokj/ilc1.JPG" style="border:0;"/> <img src="http://www.81x.com/Authors/jkllokj/ilc2.JPG" style="border:0;"/>

by **carreypunkrocker** » Sat Apr 03, 2004 2:11 pm

my mom had a suitemate who had psychic powers. This girl would wake up from having bad dreams about someone dying and a few weeks later, the person who died would be on the news having the same thing that the girl had dreamed of. same cause of death and everything. My mom soon moved out into sorority housing. But my mom still remembers the frightened look on that girl's face and everything. My mom always wonders what happened to the girl with the premonitions. I, myself, pray for the girl and that she turned out to be ok. scary stuff. i never knew there was a such thing, but my mom remembers her roommates and her staying up with the girl all through the night trying to calm the girl with the premonitions down. Little Miss Carrey, can you say what the dreams were about? or do you not want to revisit the past? If these things are bad, I don't blame you for not wanting to erase them. Sorry to see that you had these problems. later! I dont like the whole thing about the sexual stuff with Jim Carrey. It's wrong. I hope he never reads some of the stuff on here. I think it would offend him in a way but he may just laugh it off as in saying "Silly girls". Stuff is shameless all right! Later. . .

by **psychicmuse** » Sun Apr 04, 2004 12:50 am

to the person who posted that transcript, THANK YOU SO VERY, VERY MUCH!!! Ok.. Yeah, I have psychic dreams too. I had a dream in April of 2001 that a plane that was really a bomb crashed into this really tall building. That everything went grey and then it went black. Then people were siting on concrete blocks and talking with each other, like they didn't know what to do next. Everything was covered in grey. The dream scared the @#%$ out of me, I didn't sleep for days, I ran around telling everyone i knew about it, and I posted about it on the internet. When I had the dream, I got really freaked out and It was like it had just happened to me. It was like it was real. So, yeah, I have psychic dreams. Which, unfortunately for me, will not mean that I will be having wonderful Jim Carrey encounters where he kisses me. Some dreams, are just dreams.

by **psychicmuse** » Sun Apr 04, 2004 12:58 am

Also, I apologize for offending you with the admittance of what most of us gals feel on the inside from time to time. Don't worry it passes. Some of us, may have a totally different perspective and opinion about sexual subject matter and what's okay to joke about and what's not. Bottom line is, I don't know the site rules and perhaps it would be good if I'm upsetting a rule if someone told me, I would like to continue to come here, so.. let me know. I'm an amateur screenwriter, with no real goals to get into the industry anytime soon. So, when I joke around, its no holds barred. I find it best to approach life with the idea of no judgement, don't judge people and it helps my real creative juices stay flowing. I'm probably not really joking sometimes, but whatever.

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